I HATE MYSELF.
Today's giving back of results certainly left me very depressed, right from the start of the day..
Want cry alr.T.T
Really don't want to talk about the marks anymore.
It just makes me hate myself even more.
Physics just passed.
Failed both maths.(Which is kind of expected even though I don't want)
Geography, one of my favourite subject, mind you, failed.
Chinese functional and paper 2 was quite okay, just satisfied. But apparently compo out of point again.-.-
Extra: Just as I'm very pissed off with myself, typing this new entry, my dear neighbour is drilling upstairs and making a whole lot of noise.
But very fortunately, I finally recieved a good news at the end of the day.
Chemistry!!!:D -- A1
Seriously now I know why I love chemistry so much.:D
<3 chemistry!
And one thing.
Its not that I hate maths..
In fact, I enjoy gaining new knowledge.
All along when I don't do well, it's me myself that I hate.
I just don't seem to have the kind of brain needed for maths.
Or probably I don't know how to use the part of my brain that can excel in maths.
I'll definitely reflect on what went wrong for the mid year papers, through the June holidays.
I will.
Though I got A1 for chemistry, I'm not entirely satisfied yet.
I will try aiming for a high A1 instead of one that's just 76.
I will remind myself not to be complacent.
Cos I know that being complacent will kill..
Whatever that is over is over alr.
Guess I'll just have to be forward looking and continue to work hard..
May I have the motivation to work from now onwards..
Persevere till the end and you'll be the final winner.
Make miracles happen..
your smile makes the world turn manymany rounds ♥
Good grades
Monday, May 17, 2010