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Jueru ♥ aka chow chow
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Leo
Born in the year of Piggy

Love is always bestowed as a gift - freely, willingly and without expectation. We don't love to be loved; we love to love.

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Invisible - Taylor Swift

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Good grades
Great friends
Always be happy
Straighter teeth (braces)
Slim down
More free time to myself

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Monday, March 29, 2010

今天的行走，明天的寻找，都像在延续昨天的记忆。
有个声音总在心里暗暗地说，要找到那年那天那时的那个人，感受到那年那天那时的那个感觉。
我们不得不一路寻找，找到那个最初的源头。
我们不由自主地踏上了明天的路， 寻找昨天的一瞬间。
人生如此反反复复，让我们反反复复的寻找。
生命里最重要的记忆埋着单纯，埋着懵懂，埋着傻气与羞怯，
埋着第一次的悸动和害怕着的甜美。
那是最初，也是永远的毒。
毒害我们的一生。让人忘不了，放不掉。
踏上这列火车，在生命的轰鸣中，寻找那个最初，感受第一次的悸动，
第一次得小心翼翼和不可说，不敢说的压抑心情。
现在，生命的火车就要开动了，有些人会回来的，有些人也许永远都不会回来。

--最初

Friday, March 26, 2010

Yippee!!
It's the weekends once again!
Looking forward to weekends cos can sleep till late late. :P
Heheh.^^
Fortunately the homework assigned for this weekend isn't too much,
So that can prepare for the tests next week. :)

Today, according to limin,
I got a bit weird weird.
She say I don't have brains for the day cos I thought today got assembly and thought that today got no lunch break..etc.
Well, apparently I forgot that this week odd week la.. -.-
Forget something doesn't mean no brain lor..
Then for the rest of the day she started making very stupid and minor mistakes,
Putting the blame on me, say what I infected her with the so-called 'no brain disease', resulting in the mistakes she made.
Like that also can..-.-
Speechless.

Kk.. Another thing,
Today I ate quite a lot of rice..
Don't know take in how much carbohydrates alr lor.
Later all converted to fats then I cry.. :'(
Can't imagine.
Recess ate rice, lunch ate rice, dinner ate rice..
Wow..
Confirm will put on weight.
*sob*

Hmm..
Tired alr.:P
Hahah.
So I'll stop here then. :)
Bye Bye~

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake to miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere
Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'll send a postcard to you dear
Cause I wish you were here

I'll watch the night turn light blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly
The silence isn't too bad
Till I look at my hands and feel sad
Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly

I'll find repose in new ways
Though I haven't slept in two days
Cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone
But drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist deep in thought because when I think of you
I won't feel so alone
I won't feel so alone
I won't feel so alone

As many times as I blink I'll think of you...tonight
I'll think of you tonight

When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again
And I'll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won't forget you
Oh if my voice could reach back through the past
I'd whisper in your ear
Oh darling I wish you were here

- Owl city - Vanilla Twilight

Sunday, March 21, 2010

Woke up with a really bad headache today..
Couldn't get up at all.
I knew it.
Cos ytd night at 1 plus was still chionging homework.
Overwork till headache..
Sigh..
This holiday very extra to me.
Think i'll 'survive' better without it..
But still, think some people managed to enjoy this holiday.
So..good for them. :)

Well, the leaadership camp which I went for was not too bad after all.
Quite fun actually. :)
Got to know many great people and had lots of fun.
The bad part is the part on doing homework when I return from camp..

Think i'd better get back to searching for the info that I need.
Hope most of your enjoyed your holidays. :)
Bye~

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

Hugging a whole bottle of iced water now..
I'm very tired of everything.
Sitting in front of the computer doing research on physics but my eyes are closing..
I'M VERY TIRED!!!
WHAT SORT OF HOLIDAY IS THIS??!!
Tomorrow still got camp somemore..
How can I ever enjoy the camp under such circumstances??

Was just thinking.
How long can I actually hold on to myself?
I have this feeling that I'm a rubber band that is stretched till the maximum point already..
Probably one day I'll just break with a snap.
That's when I'm insane..
Do not ever want that day to arrive.
But is it something which I can easily control?
I doubt so.

This shall be the worse holiday ever.
I believe.

Well..
Today's one of the days whereby I don't feel like doing anything at all.
I'm just slacking around at home,
Surfing the net without anything in mind.

Today's kind of a quiet and lonely day,
Nothing much happened,
Had geog lessons,
Came back home.

Had to go have breakfast at mac alone.
Did maths alone,
Didn't know how to do,
Almost broke my poor head while doing,
Finally managed to come up with some sickening numbers,
Which I believe and hope that they are the right answers,
Wrote down, submit.
Hopefully I won't get an earful from ms yeo cos maths was supposed to be handed in ytd.
Sigh..
This kind of holidays I'd rather we don't have.
Cos really no difference..
Not complaining about the lesons but its just that since we're not able to completely relax,
Then might as well continue with school.
Cos, again, no difference.

Anyway, tomorrow going for camp..
Prefect and cca councilor camp.
From tomorrow till friday.
Actually wasn't really looking forward to this camp cos...idk.
Just kind of weird..
But since its like a training camp on leadership skills, I think, just go lor.
Most probably will have some fun..
Well, at least I think so, I hope so.

Monday, March 15, 2010

Wow!
Today once again really tired..
But had great fun also.
Went to Parc Oasis, having QianQi as our host,
For our 2i1 class gathering.:)
It's really a beautiful place.
Normal flats just have nothing to compare with it,
Making me really feel like buying a condo and stay in one when I grow up..^^

BBQed our own food and had loads of fun.
But had loads of trouble with the security guard too..
Was warned over and over again not to go into the pool with our clothes on,
As in not properly attired for pool activities. (swimwear)
But really wanted to have fun in there.
So at first didn't care,
Just continued.
Later they came again,
Gave warning.
The guys took off their shirt already still cannot..
Don't understand what they want exactly.

Then came our final warning.
Packed up and left.

Wow..
Throughout the whole thing was like looking out for the security guard together with his "gang" of helpers..
I believe it did spoil some of the fun,
But overall it's still very fun.^^
Cos it has been a long time since we've gotten together as a class and had such great fun.
Thinking about it,
I'm reminded about the happy times that we used to have together as a class,
Everything feels so vivid,
As though it just happend yesterday.
Missed 2i1 loads.

I got really wet at the back, cos of the mighty helen who kept winning me and was attacked by her "flying kick" which sent water from the pool onto me.
Heheh.^^
Did the same to her too.
So no difference.:P

Will not forget about the time that we spent together today.
Hope everyone has already been bonded till pretty well.^^
Sad that didn't capture any pictures.
Was rushing out of my house so didn't bring camera.:(
If not i'll have something to keep as memories..

Sunday, March 14, 2010

Yipee! Hahahahahaha..
Very high + happy now. :D
Just came back from the first 3s2 class outing held at vivo.
Organized by our dear jiayun.:)
Had a great time with everyone though we actually got kind of separated half way through.
But its OKAY.^^
Most of us I think, actually got back together in the end.:)


We watched "Dear John" today.
Not bad. Just that it needs time and skills to actually understand the whole story plot..
Which means I didn't quite understand the whole thing but I should have got it.
Partly at least.:P
Got a lot of kissing scenes though.
So many till jiayun say new moon also cannot fight.
Hahahah. I agree.:P


Also went to play hide and seek in toysrus (not sure if is spelt like that).
Hahahah. Quite fun cos very big and got a lot places to hide.^^
First time for me so very new and enjoyable experience though its not quite right to do so.:P
I remember the girl's section very pink.
So pink until I cannot stand. No offence to people who loves pink.:)
A bit can la but that one really pink until very pink.
Pink until don't know how to describe..
Just pink. heheh.:P

Only reach home at around 9 plus.
Very late lor.. Very tired also..
Walked for practically the whole day so feet are feeling quite sore.T.T
But decided to quickly type out everything before I forget everything that has happened.:)

Today has really been a enjoyable and meaningful day for me.
Sincerely thank everyone who together, created such a wonderful time for me.^^
Want sleep already. Bye Bye..:D

Thursday, March 11, 2010

Yeah! I'm back!!!
After the common tests so not feeling so stressed anymore.^^
Guess this would be the first period of time in my life when I actually did so much reflection in terms of studies..
Faced the realities and after learning, I'll soon be moving on as a different person.
Studies is something that's far too important for me give up on.
Therefore, instead of running away from it like a coward that I used to be,
I'm now going to face it bravely and strive till the very end.:D


Okay. Enough of studies..
Its the holidays soon!!!
Just one more day then the march holidays are here!
But there is one very big problem..
No doubt its the march holidays that's arriving,
There is still loads of homework waiting to be done..
Maths, looks like a thousand and one questions, geog mindmaps etc. (probably some still haven't give yet. Who knows.)
Sounds tough, looks tough.
What to do?
Just do lor.
For the sake of improving and not waste the time I used for the serious reflections..
Jiayous to everyone. :)

(Just realised that I'm still talking about studies even after I said enough of studies.
hais.. 中毒太深..)

Hmm..
Nothing much happened today to write about.
Other than school work,
probably left with the fact that my legs hurts like hell after the pe lesson the day before.
I'm basically walking as though I'm imitating a duck.
Climbing up and down the stairs even worse..
Don't even want to move around at all..
And have been complaining to limin that my leg hurts everytime I stood up to greet teachers that came to class.
stand and sit, sit and stand..
Every single movement causes pain.
This will get pretty unbearable if it doesn't get better tomorrow..

Want to say goodbye to the pain.

Monday, March 8, 2010

Today just got back my geog paper..
As expected, just passed.. 15/30 :(

This time the common test not very well done.. I think?
Really regretted for not studying way before the common test arrives..
But everytime we always say that we regret something that we've done,
Do we really mean it?
Do we really learn the lesson?
Why not take some time now, sit down and think about it?
I believe not many of us can actually come out with an answer that satisfies this question.
This problem,
I believe,
is faced by many of us from the day we're born till now,
and probably till the day we pass..
Regret! Regret! Regret!
Hopefully I'll be awake starting from now,
Get rid of R-E-G-R-E-T from my dictionary for good!

Anyway, the March holidays are coming!!!
Hahah. Great!!!
Looking forward to the holidays! :D

Friday, March 5, 2010

HiHi (: Boya here.
Was only helping jueru to edit her blog,
so i decided to help her upload some pics of today's MOE Excel Fest,
since she talked abt it in th previous post le :D

HAHAH.
Actually, th rest of the photos are at my fb.
So,
only put some cute ones and our personal ones here ^^

th boys eating. Only managed to take half a circle, cause th other half was for girls. (:

was trying to take pic of th teachers, then somebody x-tra x-tra down there, think he v. cute/yandao (though like one-third of th head is cut off) .

Mr Chan eating pizza . (:

Btw, today Mr. Tan also got go and he's damn cute lor !!! :D
HAHAHA. (:
Junbin was trying to take his pic then he act act camera shy :X

LMAO. xD
Tht's all for today. Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :]]

Yeah!!!
Common tests are finally over and I can finally get some quality sleep!
The feeling of sitting for this series of examination is very different from before..
Reason being, the papers are of high level of difficulty.
Put in quite a lot of effort but I believe that more can be done.
Got back some of the papers already but results are not really satisfying.
The most satisfying one would probably be chemisty.<3
Currently LOVE chemistry a lot
But don't know if this would change in the near future or not.
Cos heard chemistry can get very challenging at the back..
Wow. I'm curious yet afraid to face the challenges ahead of us.

Well, today had the chance and honour of helping out at the MOE excelfest as student helpers.
Really enjoyed myself very much.
Was there at suntec convention centre with Ms Huang, Mr Chan, Ms Ling, Boya, Peiyi, Helen, Junbin, Jason, Yihong.
Stood for quite long and my feet hurts..
I don't really mind it though.:P
Great experience!
Especially so as we had lunch on the floor, sitting in a circle, each holding a lunchbox..
Hahah. People walked past us and were most probably wondering what we were doing.
Really enjoyed the time spent there.
Another memory of us together. :)